Games/School/PastLife and 2 guys in my head

I listen to practically any kind of music, but enjoy trance/techno/dance the most. Upon countless hours of searches online :), I found this very interesting website. It allows the start up musicians and not only to post their music and be free to download. It is very easy to search, play, and download. If you love music and love to experiment I strongly recommend this website.

I love techno and dance music. And i have so many, essentially random, techno love songs. IN every of these songs the girls sing about their love to guys and so on. I never had a girlfriend, i am too Russian for American girls. Anyway, so every so often while coming upon one of these songs i feel pretty lonely and wish somewhere, someday a girl or a women would sing something like that for me :)

Poverty is so frustrating
For me to fully comprehend.
I can not stand to see them suffer
I can not stand being of no help.
It smacks my head into depression
And watches how I mourn in bed.

Well, it makes me very very sad when I see people in need. I want to help them, yet I am just a college student, with no knowledge of how or what can I do to help. The poem above is by me, just now, hope it is any good since I rarely write poems

This is becoming annoying: Every time I start to study for something my head comes up with a million things to distract me. I am in my room, it will make me go to my computer for something. For instance, this blogg post is made while I was studying and thinking how my head makes me do things beside studying.
If I am in the library or somewhere else, I would start imagining things, making up stories and scenarios. Sometimes I come up with some interesting stuff (look at the previous post) and sometimes they are just a waist of time. Wish I could smack my head/imagination but I sort of need them :)